It's the beginning...AGAIN...

Who am I? Just a simple girl wanting to get a little...or a lot...healthier. In January I had the same resolution I've had every year before, to loose weight. Weight...I weigh a lot. A lot more than I would ever want anyone to really know. It's that little number that is so ingrained in me now, that my fascination with it, well, it's unhealthy.

So I've tweaked and turned my resolution into something it should have been all along. I want to be healthier. I want a healthy body and a healthy mind. I want to be proud of my body and not just because I am skinny (or skinnier) but because it is doing what it should be. It is moving and not hurting, it is burning calories efficiently, that my body is working like it should be.

To achieve this resolution I must get my mind into a healthy place. A place that isn't so focused on thin and fat and the numbers on the scale.

I'm also a Weight Watchers gal. I'll still be following my points throughout my journey. I've joined the gym and have been working out for three weeks now.

My weight loss has been back and forth. Especially since I've been working out I've been gaining and loosing the same damn pound!

I just want to be happy with what my body can do.